moving on

I started again, reseted and ready for discovering myself. Life, I am coming! Someday I will write about this, but now it's time only for me.

sadness of being lonely

Sometimes you want love somebody so much that you even have a pain in your heart.You look for love in every corner, in every city you are, in every moment of your life, but it doesn't give you anything. Maybe I make mistakes doing this way. Maybe I shouldn't look for something, what can make me happy, and just live. And wait.

Every time I feel something inside, this something is killing me, because this person is not for me. I hate this feeling. Sometimes I envy those people who don't wait. Or they wait but they aren't aware of that. I think they are kind of happier than me.Are they?

I am listening to Birdy and her songs make me sad even more I used to be. Thinking about how worthless my life is. I don't want to feel like that, is it so much?

into the wild

When I take photos, I forget about all bad feelings, memories and problems. I just live the present and these moments are the most beautiful in my life.


Yesterday, I was with my friend, Lidka, at the lake. Perfect sun, water and shadows helped me to take some pictures of her.

at last

After so many tries and desires, I finnaly started to write a blog. Something like diary, but with thoughts for everyone. Listening to the sountrack of '500 days of summer' I think about my life, future, travelling, love and friendship. How much I know about this things? Not as much as I would like to. I don't have enough strength to fight with all adversities, so I give up all the time. Sometimes think 'yes, i can do this', but then when I see how much I have to do, and I am not an ethusiast anymore.


Some pictures of Roksana, which I did a couple of days ago.